I'm actually very emotional right now.

I don't really know how long it took for the information to sink in but it did.

Even though my school's pretty big, everyone knows eveyone. Every day when I head for my 5th period class, I always see this boy with long brown hair walking pass me, he's really hard to miss because he's really tall and always has an amazing personality.

Three days ago, they told me he was killed.

I can't bring myself to cry for him because I didn't knew him as a friend. The only words I ever crossed with him was, "Oh really?! XD" and that was because my friend was talking to him.

But I do feel like crying because it's so sad!

It was after spring break, when him and his family were headed back from a wedding from their aunts, and the tire of the car blew up, making the driver lose control and crash into a 18 wheeler and two other cars. He was killed, and his mother was killed. The only survivors where his siter and her friend.

So many people where crying during school. So bad to the point that they got sent home.

I might of not known him as a friend, but I feel so sad for the people that actually knew him.

It's one thing to hear about it in the news and watch it there, but it's another to see that it happends to someone you know.

I almost can't believe it.

So we should all be happy that we're alive, and be thankfull for it each day, because if anything is true about this, that kid didn't deserve to die. He didn't deserve it because he was such a great person.

And it makes me feel so guilty because I always think--even for the smallest thing--"My life sucks, my life sucks, I hate it!!" And I realize that I don't have the right to say something like that when someone who derserved to live; died.

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